1 week trip In Shah Alam-part 1

Hihi, All guys and my friends..I am updating my blog le..since so long..about 1month le..hehe..paise oo..Hmm..I got heard before about my friends talking about Shah Alam..Shah Alam is a very big place in Selangor there..and my friend just staying around somewhere there..hmm..Its quite fun de..coz..he bring me to eat many many ho liao ho liao de food..that I wish to eat oso..like 玻璃叉烧, 猪肉粉, chicken rice inside the taman and also klang..but klang is the most ho liao lo..and others ..hehe..^^
Next, was we still got go to play basketball and badminton..and also got know some new friends..thats was lip yan gang...haha...They very nice and friendly...lip yan them got took me go some places..walk walk..1 of the places quite beautiful de..thats was I-city o...I think just put more 1 week oni..coz..it put a many many colourful light on a tree..example are on above...hehe.

to be continued o...tired d..paise paise..

Hihi, everyone..Hehe..Hmm...the picture besides is represent what I feeling now..all the sky was "yum yum" like that..Haiz..sienz d..and got a bit sick le..now "da pen ti" but after that dunno can sick..Haiz..dunno la..hopefully it can be the below picture la..hehe..^^

Am I a stupid and noob student, or person, useless friend?

I know that since this 20th century, the loser will always lose and lose dao cant make the turnover to the winner..this is the truth and it had been continuously till now..So we can see that the weak people always being bully by other people who had more power then him..how pity this type of guys..or person..hmm...I think I am this type of person..because what I am thinking right now maybe or probably just my stupid and lousy thinking..coz I am doing assignment with my group mate, but I just looking them find the source and continue to do it..But then, I just keep look for the source for doing the assignment..haiz..what a slowly de me..So I come out with this answer that I am a bodoh and no use people lo..likes others thing as well..

I think I am useless lo..compare to my group mate and friends..haiz...cant or mostly dunno how to helping them in assignment or other things..Just know how to skip class a..playing games.somemore..I being sienz d with this kind of life and myself..But I just dunno how to improve my knowledge...this is the improtant point..As we know that without inglish language..you cant go as far as you wan ..like London or America..Lian the nearest the country also cant go likes Singapura..their country's inglish language very tough and tim then Malaysia lo..hmm..I got think to release all. Means that I dun wan to study for now..but cant coz i already using my aunt de money for my whole foundation and the 1st sem of degree..I really make her disappointed lo..I think..But I suddenly din have the mood to study or doing what thing in this kampar..suddenly wanna go back home, my hometown find my friends and stay at there for a while..think properly what actually should I want de..For now, my brain totally cant think well and blank..I wanna said sorry to my aunt and my father and all my friends lo..Even though I am as their 'Tai lou', But as what I think that I am not a good tai lou and even not suitable to being their tai lou..coz maybe my age was bigger than them 2 years old..so they treat me as them tai lou..

I am glad to be their tai lou, but that..but when I think back, I definitely not suitable and bu pei to be their tai lou..my attitude cant be a tai lou becoz I cant take a good decision for them and cant solve some important things or question together even the smallest 1...like giving friends some advise..others...haiz..how a lousy and noob tai lou ..not like lip yan, ck, or kit yuan which were more suitable than me lo..hope that we can be a forever friends la...I will miss you all..do it well o guys..you all can de..I know and confirm ah!!!

Ok la..my brain cant think much le..
To be continue....

我真的受伤了。

Today is 6/11, friday of my third week d..Yesterday I finally skip a class and that class which I most hate in this sem..definitely din like that class..Mostly of the classmate are not that fun at all..maybe is me overthinking le..But overall I am not satisfied with them..Haiz..the other thing is I very bad lo...ya, got A friend tell me not my fault d after he heard my story.But I also considering is my fault because bring them skip the class too..I know they were wanna attend the class de especially ah Zhi, I can see that he din wan to skip that class de..Haiz..but..I bring him follow me skip the class..haiz..feel very quilty la..If I alone skip, I din feel anything..but now is got two and good student follow me this quite bad de student skip class lo..T.Tmy fault ....my fault...sorry ...

The other thing is I cant figure out that what is love? what is likes? what is friendship? Is something happen to me?Since the end of the sem 1...these feeling like already gone le...somewhere else..Haiz..I also dunno la..I very confused now!! Now I am living in this world with my body which without my soul..How can I find this feeling again...???Seems almost my life was too simple and boring le..When my moral lecture Mr .Muthu teach about a theory call Prinsip Kewajipan which pengasasnya was Immanuel Kant...Follow what him said, when you straight do the thing with condition and without considering, and you were successfully doing it..you were bermoral..Since that content come out, I suddenly think back to myself,thats also true for me which I am a person who tidak bermoral follow this theory..because I as a student, but din study well and my life at kampar was sometimes down sometimes up...haiz..till now also din got the mood to study well. Eventhough I got make my mind up d..before...but also cant make it at the end..

Maybe I din suitable to study at all or not the study kaki lo...what have said by my father before..when I was small, I and my younger sister study at the same primary and secondary school..During that period, I was more lazy compare to my sister..coz she was very hardworking lo..And at all the time my brain was blank de..which din have any target..so just follow what my friends did..and I study hard also just because of the exam..coz I think that I dun wan to be discriminate by other people..which my relative and my parent..so I continue study untill now...I m glad that I can study till University..and I din think that I can make it too...So during waiting the spm result coming, I work and think that am I suitable to study again or just come out study..This was being my question at that time..Everyday also will thinking when I am free..

When I receive the spm result, the result was ok and satisfied..for me la..coz I am a lazy person lo..somemore a average or below average student..so 1 day my aunt ask me about my spm result, when she heard it, she got ask me wanna study at which school..University?, stpm? or college? So I continue working while I am thinking the school also...Lastly I follow what aunt said study stpm 1st coz since I have no target..When at stpm, that was my very bad attitude come out lo..sleeping at class, always going out with friends, playing games,dota,..somemore others entertainment..Haiz..when thinking back, I was very bad and naughty lo..coz I 辜负了 my father and my aunt every month got sponsor me the monthly fees..Finally, I finish and at the end, I was taking a bad result of all my other big big exam..just 1.22 of 4..After that, I was continue at back to kl at work..

Lastly, after I discuss with my aunt that she wanna support me to study university..that will be fun for me coz having the student life again...and I got think before that can knowing many new friends..hehe...very stupid hor me..haha...hmm..but that is was i think before. Before coming to Utar..and knowing lip yan them these good friends..Now at kampar le..without my aunt control..I had become more lazy le..and I got think that make myself a target for making me continue studying..but till now Year 1 sem 2 le..also din have...so I was very sad lo..I think I wanna quit to study before and many many times le..but my hometown friends which study at Inti now said get a cert is better than working early which you can earning many money at this kind of age..coz later can make a big money lo..when you got cert.. Since he saying like that...and thats was true too..so I continue to study at university..haiz..

The important of a Honour

Today is our week 3 of this sem d..time had been walking so fast..without sense..hmm..Today got good thing and bad thing..that is my one friend is coming back..from kl and sarawak...hee..is a wonderful thing..bad thing are two quiz of japanese have to face by later afternoon..Haiz..For japanese quiz, I still not that fear of it..perhaps try to make it the best of my all of the exam..coz I very like this subject..Since secondary school d..It was very nice coz I and my malay friend who also like japanese de..learn together..hehe..by asking other people..then, keep it as a knowledge..But unfortunately..I thought I wont use this language in the future much..So I din't learn it after that..then slowly slowly...I forget all the japanese vocalbury..When I think back now, I was a bit regret..why din take it as my new language beside kantonise, english, malay, and chinese..But nevermind I will do it well this subject de..^^

Talk to My Title today...Am I a person who like to loss the honour??I also dunno..Some of my friend think me that I am that kind of person.It is true.coz..I am a person who easily like to join any event with my friends..so when they are got any event wanna do..I also will say ON!!!hehe..That's my attitude lo..Lol..Maybe it was true ba..for my this kind of attitude..I also dunno now..I try to make myself dun ever to loss the honour to my friends..So my friends will think me is that kind of person..SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY o...I feel very sorry that I got being such that loss of honour..Actually I also din't like to loss it..but Dunno why sometimes I just cant make it good..Is the bad things coz of my loss of honour, I will feel paise and quilty of that incident..

Maybe for some people..that a loss of honour is a common thing le..so they were not ever ever ever look it as a important thing, eventhough something was happened to others people, they will asking the situation of that person, and then after that treat it as a normal situation back le..Haiz...I also sienz d...I think the people who always loss the honour by other people will be angry lo..coz..already say le..wanna join together but last minute din come or din appear in front of that friend..make him/her waiting for a empty meaningless de day...when that thing happened, that friend sure will be mad..and he/she will be not trust you or ask you to join them anymore...Haiz...paise ya.I am quite dizzy d...so got anything I simply said de..very sorry..I also dunno wanna say wat le..

Hmm...So now may I ask you back...that you wanna do a honour person or always FFK de people?? If for me, I will not to be the FFk ppl lo...So what was your's decision?hope you all can think carefully o..So do I..hehe..^^

The End of week of this month...

Still the same introduction that time keeping moving and going on..and our life are keep changing too..So everyday is the new day of all of us no matter what was happened by yesterday..or previous day..Just let it go ba..now was already 0104 d..and the day was the last day of the month, 31 of oct..today got two japanese lecture have to attend..luckily the mr Lee, our lecturer quite ok..teach very well pun..for my opinion..others ppl i dunno..

Start from 27/10, tuesday..Is the day which kampar here start raining and its rain oso big lo...bigger than before de..Luckily on that day I was had no class..holiday..yeah..hehe..hmm..but was difficult to go out and eat dinner and lunch lo..

28/10, wednesday..It was a good day at the morning ..we attend to our communnication skill class..before start lesson, got a Utar stuff from USSDC come to our class and advise us join their program..After that, Sir Subra continue to teach his lesson..Then, after class we go eat dinner with kenny, thomas and kenny's friend zhi An.. go Sin yong Ji there..I starting to no mood d..no mood to attend the PA class ..haiz..dunno why the Mr.lazy come find me..

29/10, Thursday..Today, I was once again wake up by 11.45am..and my class was starting by 12pm..Luckily my friends come find and call me..hehe..very paise to them lo..almost many times d..they come and call me to wake up...Sorry ya..guys...always like that..then, I straight go to school d..without take a bath lo..hehe..Coz at that time was not much time d...so..like that lo..hee..After that, inside the moral class, Mr Muthu,our lecturer teach the lesson till 2pm..then let us to act a drama from each group who were interest to join..All got 13groups include our group..At 1st, we are in the 3rd group, but unfortunately the 1st and 2nd group was prepared with them "Ka chang" and dialog somemore..and we also enjoy..then make us felt paise lo...coz we were not prepare with the ka chang..or stuff/item..needed in the drama..then, we quit le..So mr.Muthu call the group 4th to act...Haiz..very sad lo..but I also got the think that to quit..but after discuss with ck and yong zhi..we make our mind back to join back to drama..at That time, we have to wait till group 12th..After so many group present, almost all was very enjoy lo..Just got 1 group which they act the chinese new year..but I think maybe they were a bit paise..we din enjoy in their drama...after that, at 0400 me and kit yuan go watch football match which Liverpool VS Arsenal in the League Cup/Carling cup competition..At last, Liverpool was lose by 2-1..That was the 5th match loss in the 6match..

30/10, Friday..0000 we were celebrate birthday with Kit Yuan..coz that was his 20th birthday..and Jcy, Siew Yun and Jin Hoong was spray him by using the I also dunno how to call the thing..Is something like sabun cream..hehe..overall quite fun lo..Then, we got go eat supper at ABC..At that time, they got their chating..and with quite fun lo..And I very less to chat lo..haiz..I also dunno why la..then, after 2hrs like that, we all going back home each other..Then, sleeping like pig..hehee..till 1330 just wake up lo..then, I go find zhi and CK them eat lunch..We got find a new place for lunch and dinner le..That was opposite A station there de cafe called 无招牌..The food at there quite cheap and worth coz the food at there also nice...waffle too..hehe..then, I go print the Moral, and Pa notes..by the times go by that was 4pm le..means that I already late to class le..At that time, I got think that to skip the class coz lazy..but after that think back again, I was choose to come too..eventhough raining..After that, we dinner..we go L4D for a while for waiting the rain stop..but a while a while the time was arrived to 10pm d..at that time, we all also no mood to play d..go home..then..sleeping..but for me..I sure no sleeping lo..haha..dunno why been like that d..I will try to change it back de..one day..

wat A boring de monday..haiz..

The day is keeping going on and on...one thing is unchange is the love me towards my ex..eva..hmm..I also dunno got doing the wrong thing or not..jz being to thinking of her..from time to time..Today the Japanese tutorial class, the morning 1 are nothing happen..But for the second 1 were a bit terrible, that is...my friends are calling me for 43 times..and the worst thing was I not wake up also either 1 in these 43 calls...Lol..me also swt..Then, luckily my friends came to my house and calling me to wake up..At that time already 5.30pm d..and outside was raining..we 3 people cycle go to Utar..dun bother the rain also...Just cycle..then, when arrived to the Utar d..the rain was become small le...Hoo..Luckily man..

In the second tutorial class, we 3 were become the wet chicken le...we continue the class luckily the sensei was teaching not far away from what have in the exercise book...But we had lost the nihongo which are japanese lang in the numeral exercise...

After that, we got go ask sensei some question about yum cha and some other stuff...hehe..Actually Yum cha in japanese lang also call yum cha ne...haha..very interesting lo..Lol...Then, let wa ta shi ta chi go Yum cha o.. And Ohayo Gozaimasu...to minasan..hee..

Hmm...got a thing that maybe I think too much le..and I also hope so..that is wrong de..That is me and my friends relationship were getting worse..in the communication...I think maybe before that I just know how to say the Lan get to cheer them up..make them happy..then I also happy d..But now, I got figure out that always said the lan get was not become the joke anymore..it was become a thing call hate or felt out d..so is that my topic just left this lan get only..??I think I not suitable to say more again better ..eventhough I am getting changing to talk more..but this was not suitable to my character ba...perhaps..haiz..I also dunno la..God a...hope you can show me a good way to communcate with my friends la...I am very worse d...cha dao mei ren you...haiz...

For example, before that if got Lip Yan, either lunch or dinner, we was eat till very happily lo..but since now Lip yan is at Sarawak now...so everytime we having the meal, we were less talking than before le..it proved that without Lip yan..he was a very important friend...I feel that I were very lucky le..can have the such these friends who's were Lip yan, ck, zhi, Kin , Evan, Jcy, Alex and kit Yuan.I very wanna say thanks to them..they are my best friends which were teaching me so many things not either in the personal stuff and also life theory lo...I will appreciate it all de..Thanks my friends...I just saying out my feeling that Lip yan is a geng person..in communication with other people..Others also geng..Just maybe which was just left me alone was the half tong person..Haiz..half tong person is a person that do all the thing just half half..not just his cant do it..hmm..can be said he was got the heart to do it , but din have the strength to do it..Untill now also dunno what the future plan..sienz dao..

19/10/09, Monday

Yesterday is a happy sunday...FOr me..Lol..Coz I am glad to all my friend coming back by today...Today is the most "ONG" de day..coz many people are coming back from his/her hometown to kampar..for preparing the next sem open..Yesterday nite me, CK, zhi, kin and Evan go out eat dinner together at Hong Hwa there..hehe...Then, we go back home for a while.After that, we come out again to CC play game..HAha..Actually is quite fun de..but dunno y playing the second match dota with my friend, I suddenly no have the mood to play..I think maybe always die at that second match..hehe..dunno la..Maybe only...Lol..And then, we straight go back home..sleep...

Actually I no sleep, I chat with my housemate for a whlile and register the motorbike sticker from UTAR..hee..Hope I can get the sticker la..easily me to go in by motor..Lol..Eventhough that this sem is just a short sem..But try la..haha...After that, I go to my bed and lying..And I think that I can sleep..but cant sleep either..this was become my habbit le...Lol..cant change it back till now...Haiz..Later 9am got class..hopefully I can know some new friends..hehe..

16/10/09, Friday

Hmm...since yesterday I figure out that I difficult to change my sleeping timing back yet...Haiz..quite a sad..but I will try to turn it back de.., not now la..haha...perhaps in the future..^^Hmm...I finish watch the 星光帮5.in this two day..coz nothing to watch le..The movie quite fun de..can receive advise from the 5 profesional judge..so for whom are interest to singing de..can try and see o..Perhaps can try to go and join our malaysia de Astro新秀大赛 also the same..hmm..I also got think that to be participate in this program..hee..but no have the brave lo..coz my singing...not quite ok la...haha...sing k still can la..but after watching the 星光大道, I just know many thing need to care lo...pitch a..ma cha notes something de..I also dunno what is that...

Me and Eva not going to be have the second time couple..But we both also agree le..study 1st..hee..Eventhough I still a bit upset..got hope can succeed..Hehe..but now also good la..I think..since looking my previous sem result...wanna sad but wont die yet...So I make a decision to be a single back..hee...she also too...We both will try to make it better starting from next sem..Ganbateh o...I know that if we think that we can do it, we can..as long we have the heart and the OHM to do it...haha..

Tomorrow is the Deepavali day le...I at here wish to all the indian or tamil people happy deepavali o...

A boring sem break!!!

Starting 30/9/09, I am leaving my house at harvard, perak back to my hometown..At the dai kat bus station, me, chin sian, ren li and li qing are sitting on the same bus getting back to Alor Star..hehe..this is very lucky o..After reach to Alor star, I straight take a taxi to Jetty for going home,langkawi. At Langkawi, got good thing and bad thing..hmm..Good thing is I taking my motor come to Perak here..this I happy de..others stay at my cousin house..go out also dunno do what thing..cause my all langkawi friend are studying not come back yet..just me alone..haiz..Bo bian lo...holiday not same timing..Then, I just at home watching astro and sleeping lo..And 1 thing is my cousin house there also cant online..Eventhough I taking my laptop back, but also cant online..haiz..At that time my brain just show 1 word..Boring!!!Hmm.. another good thing is my grandmother still healthy..Hope she can stay alive till more than 100 o...haha..

After 5days like that, about monday, 05/10/09, I changing my destiny from Langkawi to Kedah to find my father which is working at Alor Star there..which the place I studying Form 6 before.When I reaching to the Jetty at Alor Star there, there was a rainny day..Maybe the god is crying..hehe..so I have to wait for a while for waiting the rain become few...After 20min like that, the rain still down,but better le..So I am going to take my motor just beside the jetty..and then I straight find my father..Me and my father quite 5months din see together le...start from May..so when I see him at his workplace, he is become thinner than before le..haiz..T.T..Then, my father take a rest bring me to o home 1st then he come back to work again..At the 1st day nite, my father bring me to eat "sao rou fan"....the rice are delicious, but quite expensive lo...If everyday eat like this sure pok kai lo..^^

Second day at Alor Star, I go walk walk around the Alor Star by my motor..but just 2 hours like that only then nothing to go le..sienz dao..stick at home also dunno do wat..haiz..jz kepting eat the mooncake at my father house there..Untill nite, my father back from work, den bring me to eat the curry rice which he promote de..the name of shop is "大街加哩饭" Hm..I feel ok only..but also eat till my whole head sweating..haha..they sell curry also expensive lo..After I eating the dinner, we still back to home, then read newspaper, then sleeping..This two days at Alor Star also sienz..but have a good thing also can live with my father..I got think that stay more day with him de..but thinking of some difficulties..So I had choosen to went back to Kampar instead staying at Alor Star.. My motor also sending back to Ipoh on the same day..

The next day which is wed, 07/10/09, I leaving my lovely my lovely father went to the Ipoh for taking my motor..无惊无险, I success arrive to Ipoh by taking Bus.Then, I straight take a taxi to the Poslaju station for taking my motor..Hmm..1 thing lucky is the Poslaju was not close so early.which at that time are already 4pm d..Then, I am taking my motor from the officer straight drive home from Ipoh to Kampar..When reaching Kampar, 1st day quite ok coz still got my friend which some are finish taking the MUET test some haven yet..So got them teman me..The next day, before they leave the Kampar, we still take a breakfast together..hehe...^^

On the same day, afternoon 3pm like that,my friend which still remain at Kampar invite me go to Cameron Highland..Then, without a proper plan,we just follow our mood,then we went to the Cameron highlands d...haha..when going to cameron highlands, it was a big raining..almost make Jcy cant see the road clearly..so have to drive slowly..But hoo..luckily..that just for a while only..Then 1 again"无惊无险" , we success make it to the Cameron highlands..It was so fun to me..cause that was the 1st time I going to cameron highlands..So I am very excited..Haha..After reaching, we straight find motel or hotel, I also dunno..just know name..Oh ya..I remember d..is Hotel Sentosa..Then, we straight go find a 火锅店 to eat huo guo and reduce our coldness.haha...

At the shop, we choose to use gas for our huo guo. Others customer using their shop or can be said is the whole cameron highlands Famous huo guo, 碳火锅. But the Famous huo guo more expensive..We four guys which are Jcy, cheng kit, seng ming and me..are playing with the chinese tea...Haha..At 1st I dunno de can make the smoke come out..but lastly we play..hehe..quite fun..then we eat many vege lo..cause they said is free de..so we order 1 more plate of vege and two more plate of Mee..Hehe..almost wanna make the worker there remember us le..Lol..After pay the bill, it is worth lo..for me la..hehe..I think I will going to eat again..If got another chance lo..^^ Then, we walk walk around for digest..hehe..After we playing cards in the room for few hours then chating lo..Then we still got go KFC for our siu ye..haha..then sleeping..There was very cold till I dificult to sleep lo...hoo..

The next day morning, we check out le.Then, we went down the cameron highlands.During the went down, we got go visit many places which were the Boh Tea farm, many strawberry shop and cactus shop..hehe..After that, we straight went down to kampar le..Those Journey I want to thanks to them.cause for bringing me go to cameron highlands..for the 1st time..If not, I sure dunno how beautiful the cameron le..and the coldness of cameron..haha..very memorable..

After back from Cameron,my nightmare or boringness make it the highest point le..cause it just me alone and my house here was cant online..and my friend all went back to kl for holiday d..So just me at the westlake, kampar there..Haiz..at those few days I bought a rice cooker and bring my pan and its assistant come..Luckily I still have them because can save cost for lunch and dinner..But after that, I will boring boring boring till the nite le..then, sleeping ...It had been being as the same procedure for the last few days..Haiz...Like MP, it become my program decision le...Heheh..Hmm..luckily it already arrive to thursday le..I think just wait till two more days then most of my friends coming back le..then sure not that bored le..hehe..Last day which is 14/10/09, the result come out le..Some of my friend were satisfied to them result; some dont..For me, I also dun satisfied..the result for previous sem was worst ever result compare to my second sem in foundation..haiz..what to do...Now cant change anything le..hmm..congratulation for all my friend who get a good result, but for whom get worse de also dun give up o...keep forward..lets make it better for the next sem..


During this sem break, I also got kept thinking of my Ex..Eva...

28/9

Yesterday monday..Lets talk bout my harvard wifi 1st...Hmm..the line is very down...till me and my housemate also felt pek cek lo...because cant online, then the TM worker got come b4 on sunday to fix it d. So i thought wifi should be ok..coz at that situation, my pc luckily can online..so i think that it is ok d..when my housemate sms me, ask me is that the line is ok d..i straight tel her yup...is ok d..but unfortunelately..is wrong d..when her home, she tel me the line is not ok..cant online..at that time, I also stunned for a while..coz cant watch the drama I chase de..so I damn disappointed la..But when I think back, maybe this is the chance that the god call me to study..So I din think for it..just go and study lo..
afternoon, my fren come and study at my house..I am feel quite ok lo...coz can discuss together..hehe...^^after that, there is a raining but not last long de...very fast and short and big too!!!Ok also la..the day is so hot...make us felt warm a bit..hehe..But just now we all very stress just do the tutorial..then, we go to play basketball for relax..hehe...Once a while also need to relax a bit de, so pick the time which the day are warm de..no sun no rain..am am hou...haha..Quite fun also when play basketball, because can practice my shooting..thats a good thing..another good thing is..I got the ohm to play well...but i think now why I cant make the ohm beside me when doin other thing..like chasing Eva or study..Thats i also wonder de..If I can do it, like the Nike slogan ma good lo...but I din have the confident..
Then, afterthat we go eat dinner..hehe..we go hong wei, I call ga pou lou xu fan, the food very tasty lo..hehe..untill now my stomach also can felt full lo..very worth..haha...at kampar there..new town..then, we all go home continue to studylo..

Friends

The time is cant stop by anyone or anything..keep going and going...Until now already arrive to the end of the month and it is also the end of my sem 1...Inside this sem, got good thing and bad thing..good thing is knowing many new friends and can go anywhere eating with my friend...although just within Ipoh and Kampar...But they are very nice and sweet to me..make me feels that like a big family...even that I am not be with my dad and my sis..which my dad is stay at Alor star..working for my uncle...and my younger sis is studying at sarawak..dunno which state..hehe..paise o..I quite long din contact with her le..Hope she is ok..Hmm..another thing maybe is my personal stuff..I think that Me cant be with Eva for second chance again..Because I had been think properly and look through all the situation...We are not match at all...From communication, interest and others..Eva is a good girl..thats I can confirm de..But just me are not match to her...May be this the fate...I will appreciate the 1st time relationship with her de..Now..thats will become a good memorable thing inside my brain..and I will keep it.Now, haha...is for me to let the hand go le...she is more happy when with her friend...

Final!!!

What mean is final stand for?Hmm... Final got some meaning..but the most people will think is last time...Like my final can be the final exam..Final exam for this sem is coming d..just next week monday, 14 of sept..haiz...stress lo..for that day coz..that day is the account which a subject I not really good on it..makes me really headache..Now very sienz ...lo...hope it fast pass through lo...Hmm...and i will try my very best to get a good results de...Hmm..I also hope that god will help me also...and suport me in this final..hmm..I will put my all 100% to this final le...hope it will not make me disappointed la..coz my target jz is a B..or above..It is not over ba,...hee..
Except final exam..i think my the other final will be my decision about chasing back Eva...when talk bout eva, I really dunno how to chat with her lo..and eventhough I very like her..But everytime I and her just can chat for a while only..not either same with my friend which also a couple...He and his gf can chat quite a long time o..everytime about 1 hour like that..Haiz..I also duno how to chating with so long time lo...For me la..I will waiting for Eva's decision de..for now, just let it aside 1st...no even go and think about it lo...May be this just my reason..can make us more time to think..
Now exam d...Hope she will get the good result in the FINAL exam....Ganbateh o...Eva..

My 21st birthday!!-part 2..

After the Red Island, we all went back to the home le...then I went back to take my laptop go my friend house playing dota for the whole morning.starting from 3something till 7am..Lolz...crazy de us...hehe..but very fun..Hmm..But the time is very short..if can,i would like the time become longer lo...hehe...Then, I went back and sleep till 5.30pm..wake up and receive my friend call that we are going to Ipoh...then, I straight go prepare..hehe..

When along the road to the Ipoh, we both two cars de people acting like fighting lo..haha...Then, we are arrive to the 1st destination we want to eat..thats is mee Kari. Ck said that the Mee kari is very delicious..The shop name is dunno wat mee kari shop at the ipoh town there..As I know, it is beside the “长江白咖啡”..Hmm..when we eat..it is delicious and cheap leh..just RM1.50 for 1 bowl..if u wan add some food also can 1 food Rm0.60..see la..you want to eat how many..hehe..^^

Next, after finish eating the delicious mee kari, we straight go eat Ipoh “芽菜鸡” at under bridge there call“十五楼”.There de ga choi kai is mixed up with hor fun de..thats is the special compare to other competitor which is with rice..Hehe..talking bout ga choi kai, its the ga choi and chicken very delicious o..so whoever see my blog can go try and see..

Finish eating the ga choi kai, sure need to eat some tong sui o...hahah..Hmm..actually tong sui is the “杂果冰"..at dunno wat place also at the Ipoh there de..the tong sui very ho liao...lolz...we last nite eat de..just second best only..the best 1 din open shop..so we go to eat the second best de..Hehe..

after we finish eat, we straight go back home and playing dota again...Haha..what a full meaning and happy for my 21st birthday ...Thanks...for all my friend and especially who celebrate with me de..hee...^^and hope all the best to all my friend...

My 21st birthday!!

Hehe...不惊不觉已经过了一年....very fast lo...haiz...got what use..also no use...but at least I very happy of what my friends celebrate with me at the Red Island Cafe, new kampar there..At 1st, I thought Nothing will happen before 0000..so I just listen song till I slept le...then, luckily I wake up, if not, I will miss my friend call le..In the call, is my friend, lip yan call me to wake up and wish me happy birthday..then call me to go out and Yum cha..hehe..After that, I got receive my Ex msg me wish me happy birthday too..

At that time, I very happy o..but still less something..That is less eva celebrate with me..So I got a bit sad..but anyway.I also will appreciate and thank you to those who wish me and celebrate with me de people..At the Red Island, we all just take some drinks..no eat..and just chating..and then, my friend told me that eva go to cameron for few days d..At that time, I straight stun for a second..Me also dunno why lo...Haiz...Ong Jin Fu ah...Ong Jin Fu..Dun think too much la!!!

After that, go to the end of the event le...we got play truth or dare this game...1st round is all my friend asking me 1 question..so I answer them all with truth..I know some of my friend is nothing to ask de..If for me, I also dunno wanna ask what question..So...when they ask me about me and eva bout if the time can be reverse,would you will still continue or release..For me, I will continue, but actually inside my heart is half half..I also scare...Coz..scare the result is still the same as the past..So..I din dare to risk this relationship..I think..

But if the god really give me one more chance?Hmm...I think I most probably will remain the friend relationship with eva kua..coz..I very scare and scare..din dare to think about it..no matter is on the surface of eva or inside the heart...I think I also not match to her lo..She is very prettier and charming le..Me?still like the less confidence person..I will be give up, If got other competitor..I din have the self confidence much...Coz.. I cant be the dream guy of eva..she want a guy which have "情趣" and "幽默感" lo...Which I din have..and my friend have..so I think may be ..Just being enjoy this friend relationship is better kua..who knows..me also dun know..

Haiz..sienz a...I keeping thinking of eva..
After that, all also have to go back to home le...coz the cafe is closing le...

Sick

Haiz..very desperate am I...because of my body..actually I got sick adi last few days but I still pretend nothing in front of my friend as a normal healthy guy,but actually is cannot de..Because when i go out with my friend at night, hmm..i think because of raining day in this few days not 1 day oh..but is everyday in this few days..so the weather at night is definitely cooler than before..so when I cycling with my friend to eat dinner or supper i also felt very cold and I still didn't wear jacket.How stupid am I...Then,after finish eating dinner or supper, we went home at westlake there.So I still need to cycling back to home and the wind is colder and bigger, so my body cant tahan of the weather for that time. I just tahan till home..

The worse thing is when I already at home,i also cant sitting together with my friend at the living room,because i getting cold le when i sit more longer at there..At that time, my body really cant tahan,became hotter,like my body absorp all the wind into my body..So I have to using my friend room which he going to his hometown last two days to settle his thing.Eventhough i already close all the window and fan and door,my body also cant sweat at all just can felt cold only..i also dunno why..

Last saturday,I still remember that we all go out for dinner at old town there, hmm...eating a delicious de "Ga pou Kai fan" at a kopitiam named Chan Siu Heng.as I noe it is very delicious but unfortunately that I sick le..so i cant eat much..and my friend all are very care about me..cause seeing my face very terrible and didn't eat much..After eating,we go ta pau for another friend then we got watch a football match which was chelsea vs hull city.Final result is chelsea won 2-1.

finally,my body cant tahan d..become sick le..